Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Feels Like Life On Hold

Last week I posted about my pregnancy and bleeding. The good news is, my HCG level has increased from 269 to 2265 which looks very promising, but I am still not out of the woodwork. The Nurse practitioner had called that I am scheduled for an ultrasound next week on Monday to see if they can detect fetal heartbeat. I am now extremely nervous and cannot think about anything else but this. I can't possibly write about anything else because I am so consumed with so much worry. I went through this whole ultrasound before where I saw the the fetus, but there was no heartbeat. I am just dying inside with the thought this could happen for the third time around.

Thank you for those who has emailed me to check how I'm doing, I truly appreciate the thoughts. I'm hoping to write really great news by next week because frankly I'm getting tired of myself going on like this.

Monday seems like forever and the waiting is driving me nuts.

17 comments:

Kel said...

Oh sweetie. Sending lots and lots of hugs your way.

Elleoz said...

Aww! Big Hugs! I hope that you get some good news! Hang in there and try to get some rest.

dragonflypurity said...

I will keep my fingers crossed that everything works out for you & the baby. Keep your head up!

ablondeblogger said...

Hang in there, Sugar! I will be praying extra hard for peace, strength and comfort so that you can get through this! And of course, I'll be praying for your little one, too.

(((((HUGS))))

Great Day said...

Thoughts and prayers coming your way! Waiting is the hardest thing, I remember going through that too!
Keep smiling, keep shining!

Mama of 2 said...

YOu have my thoughts and prayers as well. I am not a patient person so I know how I would be in your position waiting for Monday.

As hard as this advice will be to follow think good thoughts and know that we all will be doing the same.

Amber said...

wow, that is wonderful...hopefully all will stay going well for you.....I know how scary it can be...and the days end up feeling like weeks....continue to stay strong, all will be ok. Keep us posted!

Valerie said...

I will be thinking and praying for you. Hopfully Monday will be here before you know it.

chelle said...

I cannot even imagine!! I want to imagine, we have been trying since we lost our lil bean in December! Oh oh I am so hoping for the best for you!!! You are in our thoughts!!!

charles ravndal said...

Oh i hope things will go well. My thoughts are with you. By the way, thank you for dropping by on my blog. And I say you have a pretty cool blog as well. I really like the header and design as well. TC

Mexirican said...

I hope things go well in the next couple of days.

Mama Grouch said...

Good thoughts beaming your way.

JMom said...

sugarMama, I hope things turn out well for you. I'll be praying that they do. ((hugs))

cheH said...

I left a message yesterday but it didn't pull through,maybe bec. I was idle for an hour or so before I posted it;)

I know what you're feeling right now,gone through exactly the same experience few years ago. We can't help ourselves to be paranoid somehow but I'm hoping & praying to hear some good news on monday.You have my thoughts sugarmama! hugses

Christine said...

Congratulations,I'm so happy for you..hopefully all be well for you and your baby.....I'm a little impatient too, and it sometimes feels like an eternity.Try and take it easy this weekend.I'll be thinking good thoughts and praying for you Monday.

Pendullum said...

Happened upon your e-mail...
Hope that everything turns out right on Monday...
Hang in there!

Pendullum said...

By the way...
I had the same thing...
Full moon and bleeding...
It was horrible...
I remember it.... my daughter is 8 now...
AS i said before... hang in there... and let us know what happens monday...